CARSON!

CURRENT HYPERFIX

star wars (prequels & tcw), TF2

OTHER INTERESTS

metal gear, ace attorney, pkmn (gen 1–5), MOTHER, fallout nv, pmmmearly 2000s nintendo (n64 + gamecube + gba) › my game library!

MISC

• JPN media localization
• character playlists / FSTs › spotify
• seals. shrimps. shibas. ferrets and other little guys who scamper
• JERMA. SORRY

steam • letterboxd • mal • photoblog

byf / heads up

a couple of disclaimers/things i need people to understand about me:despite my best efforts, i am very bad at replying to dms in a timely manner. sometimes i disappear from conversations for days, weeks, or even months at a time. you will likely also see me actively posting/tweeting online when i still have yet to respond to your messages.i promise that i am never purposely ignoring or avoiding you! i have very poorly managed ADHD which is compounded by my PTSD. this means i have a very limited capacity for being consistently social. i rarely have the energy required to carry a conversation, and times when i do feel like being talkative occur randomly and in short bursts.

byf / heads up

please also note that i do not respond well to being messaged repeatedly over and over. if im not replying to your dms, please respect my boundaries and leave the ball in my court until i have the energy and capacity for conversation again. if you continuously reach out to me i will get extremely uncomfortable and most likely block you.i am sincerely touched that you want to talk to me, send me things you think i'll like, and just generally get to know me/be my friend. i am just going through a lot and frequently need time to myself. ty for reading

the reason i bother to explain all of this in such extensive detail + ask that you read it is because i have had MULTIPLE former close friends who swore up and down that they understood my situation and how severely ADHD + trauma affects my ability to socialize, that they were capable of being patient with me and didn't mind that i don't always want to or simply can't talk, eventually become extremely upset and even furious with me over my radio silence and insisted i was being a terrible friend to them.i completely understand how frustrating and lonely it is to be ignored for long periods of time, regardless of whether the other person means to ignore you or not. i simply ask that you don't try to interact with me in the first place if you take this kind of thing very personally. i no longer have the energy to engage with people who claim to be patient and empathetic toward my situation but are privately seething over it.